Ahhh... Hari ini diriku senang sekali, sebab...

SAYA TELAH MENGUASAI LAGU YOUR REVOLUTION IS A JOKE - FUNERAL FOR A FRIENDS... :-P

Tau gak seh kamu, kalo lagu itu pingin banget saya kuasain sejak saya kelas 2 SMA ini... Uhhh... bangganya diriku... Hehehehh... :-p

Eh, tapi sekarang akhir-akhir ini makin banyak cewe-cewe yang demen ngomong 'aq' yahh... Ngomongnya bukan 'aku' tapi 'akyuu..' dengan gaya-gaya yang sok imut gitu.. Uhhhh... Sucks... Another narcist term has been born...

:-p

xoxo,

xxrejectedxx

d1nonly nbdySDsme

ps: Eh, sekarang gw lagi demen banget denger lagunya Dashboard Confessional yang July... ANJRIT, KEREN MAMPUS!! :-p

!!!JUANCOK!!!

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!JUANCOKKKK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

!!!!!!!!!!!!!3 hari lagi makalah dah kudu dikumpulin, dan gw sama sekali blom buatttttttt!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

asu, ngelu iki ndasku...

Jancok, coba seandainya ada mukjizat... Saya bisa menyelesaikannya tepat waktu...

saya bersumpah akan hidup selibat....

hehehehhh.... :-p

kidding... kidding...

Ancene asu tenan iki...

!!!somebody, HELP ME!!!

...Time To Break Up...

I guess it's only the men
Who get fucked now and again
We take our chicks to the mall
We wait in parking stalls

And when we come home too late
She's pissed that she had to wait
And my excuse not to call
It never worked at all

Time to wake up
Where's your daughter
Hurt's to break up
She was stronger
All my friends say
Please don't love her
What did i gain? now
I miss her so

I used to hate the lipstick
It stained and tasted so sick
The pantyhose and the bras
She threw on my guitars

Shit, fuck I made a mistake
I thought i needed a break
The truth is i'm such a dick
It's broke and can't be fixed

Time to wake up
Where's your daughter
Hurt's to break up
She was stronger
All my friends say
Please don't love her
What did i gain? now
I miss her so

If you wanna call it a heartache
Then i shouldn't regret those things
I miss her
If you want the pain to go away
Better suck up your pride and admit
You lost her
Let her go
Move on
Let her go
Move on
Let her go

...Wasting Time...

I'm wasting time thinking about a girl
And stealing her away from her world
She and I would run away
I think of all the things that I'd say
We'd talk about important things
And I picture it in my dreams
She'd teach me about modern art
And I'd show her it's okay to fart and

Maybe I'd impress her
By being in a band and
Maybe if I act real tough
She'd let me hold her hand and
Maybe I'll win her heart
By writing this song about her
Sometimes I sit at home and
Wonder if she's sitting at home
Thinking of me and wondering if I'm
Sitting at home, thinking about her
Or am I just wasting my time

Remembering how she laughed at Kinko's
When I made fun of that guy
Remembering the look she gave me
When I told her that I used to fry
I really want to ask her out
But my ego could never take it
And even if I got the balls
You know that the Cougar would never make it

And maybe I'd impress her
By being in a band and
Maybe if I act real tough
She'd let me hold her hand and
Maybe I'll win her heart
By writing this song about her
Sometimes I sit at home and
Wonder if she's sitting at home
Thinking of me and wondering if I'm
Sitting at home, thinking about her
Or am I just wasting my time

Am I just wasting my time
Am I just wasting my time
Am I just wasting my time
Wasting my time thinking about a girl

ps. : Am I just wasting my time thinkin' bout her? YEAH, I GUESS I DO. :-p

!!!I DON'T WANNA THINK ABOUT YOU!!

Can you leave me here alone now
I don't wanna hear you say
That you know me
That I should be
Always doing what you say
Cause i'm trying to get through today
And there's one thing I know

I don't wanna think about you
Or think about me
Don't wanna figure this out
I don't wanna think about you
Or think about nothing
Don't wanna talk this one out
I won't let you bring me down
Cause I know
I don't wanna think about you
I don't wanna think about you

When I wake up here tomorrow
Things will never be the same
Cause I won't wait
Cause you won't change
And you'll always be this way
Now I'm gonna get through today
And there's one thing I know

I don't wanna think about you
Or think about me
Don't wanna figure this out
I don't wanna think about you
Or think about nothing
Don't wanna talk this one out
This time I won't let you bring me down
Won't let you shut me out
This time I know
I don't wanna think about you

Run away, run away
Running as fast as I can
Run away, run away
I'll never come back again
Run away, run away

[CHORUS]

!!!Test Ur Knowledge!!!

Maybe I should just forget you...

I don't wanna think about you,
or think about me,
don't wanna figure this out...

So long, sweet summer...

Together we broke all of the rules
dreaming bout dropping out of the schools
and leave this place
to never comeback...

I take everything for the inside,
and throw it all away
Cuz I swear for the last time
I won't waste myself with you...

I want you to know that I miss you...

Don't waste your time on me
You're already the voice inside my head
(I miss you...)

...I'm so sick of chasing you...

...Dumb to ask, cool to ignore...

...Yeah, my love, I miss you...

What's your problem? ...

I feel fine.
Doesn't really matter now cause I'm all right.
She knocked me on my ass again, but I don't mind.
Looks like I'm alone again and I feel fine.

Do you notice I'm gone...

when the most I could do was to just blame myself
and I know you know, everything
I know you didnt mean it
I know you didnt mean it

What will happen next, I don't wanna know...

...But it's right there when you turn around.
Everybody makes a mistake,
I know how you feel...

...But her ego is still hard to move...

And it'll happen once again, you'll turn to a friend
Someone that understands, sees through the master plan
But everybody's gone, and you've been there for too long,
To face this on your own, well I guess this is growing up...

ps. : Tebak-tebakan berhadiah -> Tuliskan siapa penyanyi dan judul lagu ini sebelum 28 Februari 2005, ada hadiah menarik menanti anda. Jawaban cukup dituliskan di komen post ini. Oh yeah, no Googling pls. :-)
(Eh, ini serius lohhh...!!!)

...It's Just An Obsession, Guys!...

Hari ini adalah sama seperti hari-hari yang saya rasakan kemarin. Tidak ada yang berubah. Tidak ada yang baru. Semua rutinitas yang saya alami tampaknya hanya merupakan pengulangan dari hari-hari yang sebelumnya. Kecuali di malam hari...

Setiap malam saya selalu merasakannya. Suatu perasaan aneh yang tidak pernah saya rasakan sebelumnya. Suatu perasaan yang bisa dikatakan sebagai hal 'terburuk' yang pernah saya rasakan.

Saya benci dengan kehidupan saya yang dulu, tetapi entah kenapa saya ingin kembali menjadi diri saya yang sebelumnya... Suatu pribadi yang tertutup, egois, lebih mementingkan perasaannya sendiri dan... tidak pernah merasakan 'perasaan' itu.

Terakhir kali saya merasakan 'perasaan' itu waktu beberapa tahun yang lalu. Waktu itu saya mencintai seseorang tetapi kami tidak bisa berjalan terus karena tampaknya kami memang tidak sejalan. Memang, beberapa tahun yang lalu saya hanyalah seorang remaja bodoh yang belum bisa mendefinisikan apa artinya cinta itu sebenarnya. Hanya saja remaja bodoh ini hanya ingin berusaha untuk membuat dia bahagia bersama saya. Hal yang sama seperti yang saya rasakan sekarang ini. Namun beberapa tahun yang lalu saya sadar perasaan itu hanyalah emosi sesaat. Perasaan itu hanya merupakan obsesi saya. Tidak lebih. Buktinya sekarang saya bisa lebih bahagia tanpa dia... Walaupun masih terasa sakit...

Obsesi... Sebuah kata yang absurd. Sebuah kata yang tipis batasannya dengan arti cinta yang sebenarnya. Saya hampir tidak dapat membedakan apa perbedaan dari cinta dengan obsesi itu sebenarnya, sebab bagi saya perasaan itu sama. Kita sama-sama merasakan hal yang sama jika kita terobsesi dengan seseorang dengan kita mencintai seseorang. Namun pada akhirnya saya sadar bahwa perbedaan itu terletak pada hal yang kita lakukan saat orang tersebut tahu tentang yang kita berikan. Jika hal itu hanya obsesi, kita hanya akan merasakan suatu 'kemenangan' karena kita telah mendapatkan apa yang kita inginkan, namun tidak lebih. Kita tidak akan pernah bisa mempertahankannya, dan hal itu tidak akan membuat kita dan dia bahagia.

Berbeda dengan cinta yang sebenarnya. Sebuah cinta yang sejati adalah sebuah perasaan yang bisa membebaskan seseorang tanpa mengharapkan balasan. Kita hanya memberikan sesuatu yang terbaik dari diri kita agar orang yang kita cintai tersebut itu bahagia dengan kita. Dan cinta yang sejati tidak mengharapkan balasan. Hanya sebuah perbuatan memberi... Sekarang saya sadar akan hal itu.

Saat perasaan ini datang lagi saya hanya bisa bertanya pada diri saya sendiri, apakah ini hanya merupakan obsesi saya belaka. Apakah ini semua hanyalah sebuah tantangan untuk mendapatkan cinta yang tidak pernah bisa saya dapatkan..? Sebab dari semua hal yang terjadi belakangan ini saya telah belajar satu hal: Dia tidak akan pernah bahagia bersama saya sebagai seorang kekasih. Sebagai teman? Mungkin saja. Mungkin itulah yang terbaik.

Sekarang saya telah menyadari kekeliruan saya. Saya sekarang hanya ingin melenyapkan obsesi saya terhadap dirinya... Dan menjadi diri saya yang sebelumnya.

...My Alien...

Pernahkah anda mendengar lagi dari Simple Plan yang berjudul 'My Alien'? I bet y'all had. Lagu ini intinya bercerita tentang seseorang yang mencintai seseorang tetapi orang tersebut terasa jauuuh... Walaupun orang itu dekat. Yah, seperti mencintai seorang Alien. Hehe... Yahh, hal yang sama seperti yang saya rasakan sekarang ini, sih... Saya sekarang sedang mencintai...

WAIT... Mencintai...??!! Ahhh... Kayaknya saya sekarang sedang omong kosong deh. Sesuai dengan hukum pertama Newton (Ehm, ini ilmiah bo! :-p) jika kita memberikan suatu gaya pada benda lain maka kita akan menerima gaya yang sama dengan gaya yang kita berikan sebelumnya. Nah, jika kita tidak menerima gaya tersebut maka dapat dikatakan bahwa gaya yang kita lakukan adalah bernilai nol. Sama seperti itu, tampaknya saya hanya sia-sia saja memberikan 'gaya' tersebut. :-p

Tampaknya saya sekarang saya telah salah mengerti tentang 'gaya' yang dia berikan. Yah, saya terlalu asyik dengan perasaan saya sendiri hingga tidak memikirkan tentang logikanya. Ahhh... Tampaknya saya memang salah. :-p

!!!WTF!!!

Scott Stapp, Kid Rock's Too Candid Camera
02/17/2006 5:49 PM, E! Online
Josh Grossberg

Just what Scott Stapp needs these days--some, um, good publicity.

The former Creed crooner and his Cocky-espousing pal Kid Rock are the latest celebs to find their sexploits immortalized on video.

On Thursday, just five days after the supposedly sobered-up Stapp got busted for public drunkenness on his way to his honeymoon, the online porn purveyor responsible for Paris Hilton's infamous One Night in Paris began previewing footage of the two musicians engaged in sex acts with various women.

The California-based Red Light District has uploaded a 40-second clip at KidRockSexTape.com and ScottStappSexTape.com showing Rock and Stapp tag-teaming for a 45-minute lovefest with several groupies. Although recorded back in 1999, when Rock and Creed were on the road together, the tape only surfaced recently, according to Red Light's president, David Joseph.
The tape came from a "third party," says Joseph and its release has not been sanctioned by either Stapp or Kid Rock. Joseph says he convinced the unnamed seller not to release the video for free on the Internet.

Reps for both musicians did not immediately respond to calls seeking comment, so it's not known whether they will endorse the sale of the video in exchange for a percentage of profits, as Hilton and Rock's ex Pamela Anderson (with her former hubby, Tommy Lee) eventually did with their sex tapes, or whether they will sue to block its release, as was the case with Colin Farrell.

Joseph--who has also released One Night in China starring former pro wrestler and Surreal Life star Joanie "Chyna Doll" Laurer, and oversees the iPod-ready iPorn.com--claims to have tried to reach both rock stars, but had no success. He says because the footage was apparently shot by different people, he doesn't necessarily need Stapp or Kid Rock's cooperation to release the tape. Of course, their lawyers haven't weighed in yet.

While the rockers don't cross swords, the sneak peek online shows them talking to one another (Stapp borrows a line from History of the World, Part I, telling Rock, "It's good to be the king") as they engage with women on a tour bus.

Of course, both rockers could use a little career Viagra at this point and the sex tape might prove to be the trick (after all, scandalous candid-camera moments certainly worked wonders for Anderson and Hilton). Kid Rock's sales have been flaccid of late, with his 2003 self-titled release failing to generate much heat on the charts. Besides, the Detroit artist's has a new live disc, Live Trucker, hitting stores later this month.

Likewise, since going solo in the wake of Creed's breakup, Stapp hasn't moved many copies of his 2004 album, The Great Divide. And he begins a tour later this month.

Then again, now that Stapp is a week into his marriage with former Miss New York Jaclyn Nesheiwat, he might not want his previous liaisons going public. And while the beauty queen hasn't commented on the sex tape, we're guessing that, as director of public affairs for the Scott Stapp Foundation, which promotes healthy parent-child relationships, she's not exactly tickled.


ps. : Ummhh... Though he sang a very 'Christian' song, now I can't believe in my own eyes... After got caught on airport for drunk, now what??? Caught on sex tape??? Uhhh... Go to hell, dude!!!

...Mistaken...

Now I'm thinkin' for another moment I take,
is this the best that I get?
And I'll say, no, it won't last forever, you'd stay.
On your mind you feel the battle inside you.
Now please tell me one thing for real,
do you believe in you?
Run this feel like I do.

But I was wrong
I'm lying to myself

I think I've been mistaken
I think I've been misled
So I'm gonna stay on my own again,
and say goodbye...

ps. : damn! Seems its hard to find the 2nd verse part, somehow. Dunno why.. :-p

...Seeking The 'One'... :-p

1. Harus penggemar musik!!
> Emo is optional, tapi paling nggak harus punya selera musik yang nggak kampungan (Dewa, Padi, ADA Band, ato dangdut!). O yea, for d Avril Fanz, go suck your grandpa's dick! :-p...

2. Punya inner beauty.
> It means, cewe yang gw mau tu ga harus cakep2 amat, tapi yang jelas harus punya yang satu itu... Ever watched Shallow Hal? Yah, some kind like that! :-)

3. Ga jaim.
> Cewe sok cool, sok cantik, narsis, dan sebangsanya.. Aarrghh... It makes me puke till d last shit! :-p

4. Ga plin-plan.
> Ini penting.. Coz gw paling ga suka cewe yang suka ga jelas dalam menentukan langkah yang harus diambil. Yah, tau sehh kalo cewe tu lebih condong emosional dalam mutusin masalah, tapi paling ngga tu cewe harus jelas dalam bersikap. Take it or leave it, that's what I'm tryin' to say, dude! :-p

5. Harus perhatian!
> Wahh, ini penting juga... Bukan berarti gw haus perhatian dan kurang kasih sayang loohh... Maksudnya yah, kan yang namanya pacaran harus ada yang 'lebih' dong, ya ga? :-p

6. Harus bisa ngasih solusi2 yang tepat.
> Yah, tau sendiri kan gw tu orangnya super duper ga serius... Yang gw mau paling ngga ada orang yang bisa ngasih gw advice kalo ada suatu hal yang salah dalam hidup gw. :-)

7. Vast-minded.
> Ini penting juga... Supaya bisa ngimbangin kepinteran gw... Hehehehhh... :-p

8. Harus seiman.
> Yang penting harus cinta JC dan rajin ke gereja. Penting, soalnya biar gw ada motivasi buat ke gereja. Hehehehh... :-p

9. Jago Inggris.
> Jarang-jarang lho, ada cewe yang jago Inggris, makanya gw suka ma cewe yang model gini. :-p

10. Sabar.
> Ummhh... Just like my mom. :-p

...Lucu Juga...

Guys fact :

When a guy calls u,
he wants to be with you

When a guy is quiet,
He's listening to you.

When a guy is not arguing,
He realizes he's wrong

When a guy says, "I'm fine," after a few minutes,
he means it

When a guy stares at you,
he thinks you're the most beautiful thing in the world

When you're laying your head on a guy's chest,
he has the world

When a guy calls you everyday,
he is in love

When a (good) guy say he loves you,
he means it

When a guy says he can't live without you,
he's with you till your done

When a guy says, "I miss you,"
he misses you more than you could have ever missed
him or anything else


Girl facts:

When a girl is quiet,
millions of things are running through her mind.

When a girl is not arguing,
she is thinking deeply.

When a girl looks at you with eyes full of questions,
she is wondering how long you will be around.

When a girl answers, "I'm fine," after a few seconds,
she is not at all fine.

When a girl stares at you,
she is wondering why you are so wonderful.

When a girl lays on your chest,
she is wishing for you to be hers forever.

When a girl calls you everyday,
she is seeking for your attention.

When a girl wants to see you everyday,
she wants to be pampered.

When a girl says, "I'll love you forever,"
she means it.

When a girl says that she can't live without you,
she has made up her mind that you are her future.

When a girl says, "I miss you,"
no one in this world can miss you more than that.

... I Miss You ...

I look back in the past, and I see something sweet

Mystery that always haunt me back in this present time

In this memories I lay everything to take back those times

Say, is that worth enough for me to be fought on?

Seems like I've been fall down on you

Yeah, my love. I Miss you.

Over this ego and everything that keep this distance,

U are my only one.

ps. : I've got the rhytm... Who wants hear it? :-p Hehehhh...

!!!I'm All Alone!!!

I'm all alone

Still been on my bed and thinkin' my past
I know it was a hard day and It won't last
until today I feel like my life's a test
From the High One, how I live my life's best

Just now I feel like the world turned his back on me
Too much blood, and sweat, and tears
Just for another worthless reason
And I'm still waiting for another season...

Now everyday's the same old song
from another same old singer
Yeah, I'm the one whose to blame
and I never be the same anymore...

Still been on my bed and thinkin' bout now
I feel like I couldn't live it somehow
I always take the worst thing
And right now I just wanna sing...

Now everyday's the same old song
from another same old singer
Yeah, I'm the one whose to blame
cuz I couldn't never be the same

I'm all alone...
Yeah, I'm all alone...
Now, are you happy now...?
Can't you see what's inside?

Do you see my blood?
It's just the same as yours...
Do you see my tears?
That never be dropped in front of you...

Now everyday's the same old song
from another same old singer
Yeah, I'm the one whose to blame
cuz I couldn't never be the same

Now everyday's the same old song
from another same old singer
Yeah, I'm the one whose to blame
cuz I couldn't never be the same anymore...

ps. : Whoaaaa... My Kewlest Lyric I've Ever Made!!! :-p Teehee...

...Our Inner Feelings...

Random Thoughts

On Love and Other Issues

by Rebecca Brents

1. There are people in this world who love you ... perhaps people you don't even know.

2. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because something in him wants to be just like you.

3. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if he doesn't like you. It might even change his mind.

4. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before he goes to sleep. Someone who loved you in the past ... has never lost the feeling.

5. You mean the world to someone, and you need to find the ones who mean the world to you. With any luck, they are the same people.

6. If not for you, someone may not be living.

7. You are special and unique. Experiencing that is your reason for living.

8. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it. It is your responsibility to find that good ... and make sure it prospers. After all, you -- and perhaps others -- have paid dearly for it.

9. When you think the world has turned its back on you, take another look. Most likely you turned your back on the world.

10. When you think you have no chance of getting what you want, you probably won't, but if you believe in yourself, sooner or later, you probably will.

11. Always remember the compliments you received. Forget the rude remarks. "Constructive criticism" is never wrapped in a rude remark. Don't buy into that lie.

12. Always tell someone how you feel about him; you will feel much better when he knows. (Yes, this includes the people who are problems for you ... and whom you don't especially like, but do take responsibility for the fact it's you who doesn't like them.)

13. If you have a great friend, tell him so. A lot.

14. Even if it turns out badly, loving someone is never a mistake. Letting yourself be mistreated "in the name of love," however, is.

15. Just because someone says he loves you ... doesn't mean it's true. And just because someone never says the words ... doesn't mean his heart wouldn't break if you were gone.

16. If at least one person's life has not been improved, made happier, made easier, made more comfortable, made wiser by your presence in the world ... you need to fix that before you go.

Alcohol And Straight-Edge Perspective

Ok. So here's my take on going to parties with alcohol when you're straight edge. It can be alright. Most of the time it's tollerable in my experience. But it definitely depends on your level of disgust with the effects of acholol on the people at the party. More specifically it depends on the effects of alcohol on the people you know at the party. Who cares what strangers do or how they act. Take for example the office party. The holiday office party where you get to see your bosses tanked. This is one of those times when I would prefer simply not to go. Or, as I did this year, simply make an appearance for a few minutes and then escape to the yummy Thai restaurant next door. Some of the last people on earth that I want to see drunk or tipsy are the people I work with. They are all generally interesting people and I enjoy talking to them on a day-to-day basis. I respect them. But seeing them all happy for no reason, maybe stumbling on their words or professing their love for one another... well it does very, very little to boost my confidence with them in the workplace. Yes, I have to keep it in perspective. People drink. Surprise.

Another funky situation is when you go out to drink with a significant other. Here's where it gets tricky. Ok... don't want to intrude on their lifestyle if they are a drinker. But, you definitely don't want to see them tipsy either. Hell no, because as a straight edge guy I can guarantee that you didn't become attracted to them when they were tipsy and they certainly aren't going to get more attractive when they are tipsy. In fact they will be substantially less attractive. Massively so. And that feeling can last for a week. And then with friends... if someone needs alcohol to become interesting then they're boring in the first place and it's very pathetic. If they were interesting and then get drunk they don't get more interesting.

I'm convinced that the whole trick to parties with alcohol is that NOBODY there should really be sober. Think of it like this... the next day, Monday or whatever, if people are standing around talking about how stupid they all got at the party it's no big deal. But if there's a straight edge guy stanting there too... and he says "yeah, you were a fucking idiot when you photocopied your ass cheek on the new minolta copier." it carries a different kind of weight. And even if you, straight edger, don't mean it in some kind of mean way, it doesn't come accross nicely if you yourself weren't drunk. Which explains why I lost entire groups of friends from time to time after parties in high school and college.

So yeah. I'm trying to level out my intensity when it comes to the reality and pervasiveness of alcohol. It's here. The vast majority of people don't think about it like I do. And if I stuck with the people who do think about it like I do I'd be a damn lonely man. But it doesn't mean that I should go somewhere that I'm uncomfortable or be friends with or date people who do things I'm uncomfortable with. Fortunately I have a certain level of resigned comfort with alcohol. Those who take it in with a moderated or european perspective are easier for me to understand and be comfortable with. It takes work, it's definitely effort, but it can be done. But then I know that it will take the people at my office to take time getting comfortable with me being sober at their parties. Even if the decide to keep photocopying their asses. ;-)

taken from: http://www.straight-edge-life.com/SXE/997

ps. : Part of my resolution. Don't wanna do it again, dude! ;-)

!...Pathetic...!

What is 'pathetic'?

1. to be completely worthless,

2. a total sack of shit,

3. a loser to never accomplish anything to totally suck ass

4. and a faggots that never ever accept the damn reality


ps. : we don't have to be mad except we are the one of them, r8? Teehee... ;-)
Once again, no personal feelings, just my thoughts.


xoxo,
xxrjctdxx d1nOnly nbdSDsme.

... :-p ...

Well...

Dunno what to say,

but I realize that

today

is the best day

of my life.

Never thought that before.

Know why?

Cuz I'm free...

Pathetic?

Yes I am...

But as I look outside,

I see

there's a lot of people

who pretend to be cool,

and they think that it's cool

to be

hater.

Guess what, dude.

Go fuck your mom.

You're as pathetic as llama's ass does.

So I thank God for today.

There's still a person

that be more PATHETIC

than me...

No personal feelings.

Just my thoughts.

xoxo,

xxrejectedxx

d1nOnly

nbdySDsme.

!!!I Feel Fine!!!

Right now I really don't care if I'm alone or if I got you sittin' here.
Oh, no look I've done it again.
Man I should think about it before I say anything.
1,2,3,4, Looks like I'm alone again and...

I feel fine.
Doesn't really matter now cause I'm all right.
She knocked me on my ass again, but I don't mind.
Looks like I'm alone again and I feel fine.

Right now I don't know what to say, because you're mean and I never liked you anyway.
Don't ever call cause I don't want to be friends.
Excuse me now because the chorus is comin' up again.
1,2,3,4, Looks like I'm alone again and...

I feel fine.
Doesn't really matter now cause I'm all right.
She knocked me on my ass again, but I don't mind.
Looks like I'm alone again and I feel fine.

They come and go and I don't feel a thing.
It's not cause I'm a jerk and I don't care.
And I don't know what's the matter with me.
I only know the right girl still out there.

I feel fine.
Doesn't really matter now cause I'm all right.
She knocked me on my ass again, but I don't mind.
Looks like I'm alone again and I feel fine.

I feel fine.
Doesn't really matter now cause I'm all right.
She knocked me on my ass again, but I don't mind.
Looks like I'm alone again and I feel fine

...The Power Of Songs...

10 Songs that tears me down.


1. Hold On - Good Charlotte
> This song always lift me up whenever I'm down. It has very kewl lyrics and so related to me, even though I'm not at that bad 'situation' as it mentioned in that song. But, practically I was a depressed kid, and there's noone stand beside me. It was a long time, but for this day I think I've to hear it over and over. Haha.. :-)

2. Great Divide - Scott Stapp
> What can I say, soo rockin', sooo deep, soo Creed, and sooo Christian! Teehee.. This song is just 1/2 star out of The Price Of Love by The Wedding (research done by me.. Teehee.. :-). It always makes me remember that theres always someone that loved me so much. And that person is... God. So it makes me realize that I'm not alone in this world.

3. Only One - Yellowcard
> I love this song just because it's lyrical meaning. Dunno why, I just get amazed by those screamo voice and amazing violin part! It makes my tear fall down everytime he sings 'Here I go.. scream my lungs out just to get to you...'.

4. Somewhere Out There - Our Lady Peace
> Ahhh... This song's full of memories. This song was the one that cheer me up when I was get 'shocked' by my 2nd girlfriend.. Guess what, I'm still 'shocked' until today. By now, I still remember her voice and her expression when she said 'I don't love you. You are a jerk.'. Ahhhh... :-p

5. Broken Wings - Alter Bridge
> Can't really tell you why I cry when I hear this song. The best part of this song is when the singer sang 'On broken wings I'm falling and it won't be long...', and I fall down on the floor and start mourning.. :-p Kinda weird isn't it? ps. : I think it's a Christian song, but I'm not sure.(despite it's the crack of Creed).

6. Little Devotional - Taking Back Sunday
> Uhhh... Fuck, dude. It's the greatest song of their whole song!!! So fuckin' sad and full of reason to make you cry! So if you haven't heard it, you must be from the outworld! Teehee.. Get your crappy ass up and hear this song!!! :-p ps. : Listen when the singer sang 'Said I'm gonna have myself in shambles, before you folks are up and looking for some answers...'. I bet you'll start cryin' and thinkin' that you are worthless. No offense, dude. Just personal thought! :-p

7. Sidewalks - Story Of The Year
> Have you ever got cheated by somebody you loved? This song tells you that feeling. Watch their video clips, guys! It's full of reason not to believe somebody else but you, even your boy/girlfriend!

8. Poetic Tragedy - The Used
> 'Then in vioent, frustration he cries out to God or just no one..'. It's enough to describe why I cried everytime I hear this song. Plus the voice of the singer makes this song so soulful and so fuckin' kewl! 10 stars from me!! :-p

9. Everywhere - Yellowcard
> ... nfp. I can't tell you why this song is sad though it's beat are up.

10. Internal Collaboration Armour - Majesty
> Yeaa... Yeaa.. I know. All Indonesian bands are only posers. And this band is the copycat of Dashboard Confessional. Not even their music, but they copy Chris's voices too! Uhh... Fuck... Listen, the beat of this song is strangely same to DC's song: ...(uhhh... I forgot.. :-p ) . Some other posies... But I've to admit that this song is great.